no one seems to write comments on my jornals
i must write boring stuff
*cry* ive been in a weird mood while im by myself lately....
and ive been wanting a boyfriend-which means it's the worst time to get one i donno i just feel left out some times
i dont think anyone would want to date me though.....im not sappy not romantic<--- that confuses me and i wouldnt treat him above my other friends
pretty much most likely he'd be a friend w/ benifits.....
oh well...i dont really kno any one i want to do that with, well maybe a couple
no i will not reveil their idenities
i just need to get out of this funk time will help
its always takes time for me
time heals most wounds for me and then weird moods pass and im left my happy cheerful self
some ppl have never seen me depressed---kno that?
course i never want to be that way again
i wonder why my good friends change so often??? now its juliana and cassie last yr it was desi before that seth and before that robert and spike i change best friends at least every yr i wonder if that will ever stop
its amazing that i can trust ppl after knoing them so little and yet i tend to kno them well just not long
time isnt evering thing i spose....